sometimes, to be honest, of course not.

for those intruders of your life, you will never give up minding about everything and you would never cope. but when you calm down, everything have to be move on. you should move on, no matter what happens.

some bad people should always be cursed, but not seriously be wished to die. if you kill people, should not kill them for your hate. but revenge is on the other hand, for hate is not nessesary for that. revenge is a childs' game, but hate is about ugly adulthood.

want to do something, so do it in the most direct way, be easy always.

about writer LIZZIE was born in Beijing, China. She's in the middle class, and she's a decided lady. So as many righous man, she lived rough enough to decide something and finally learned she need freedom and deserve freedom more than the a lot of people who intended to fetch it without their own conditions. But she's also a very moral person. With her noble temper and glorious charactor, she loves her country, beside her negitive opinions on the country and the people. The very right of human is always what she cares about, and the feat is never too important to her. She had a dream, first she wanted to be free, then be loved, and then she could do as she'd imagined in her childhood, willingly love people both in her way and the right way. nobody want to be a fool. but many people are fool, aren't they? don't be a fool.

Hi! How are you doing, my teacher? :D
I'm very well today.
I'm writing to you because you cared about me, who has certainly got a warm heart too, kindly. I wanna say "Thank you" and I want to have a little chat with you now.
My house, or you can call it a cabin, is very charming and warm in mind. And when winter came, I started to use a electric warm plate that not only I can hardly feel the cold, but also I felt even hot for many days. The walls look blue, the celling is white, and the concrete paving floor which is certainly unable to be cleaned by a busy girl like me(;D) through this half year which has been almost already passed, is not literarily too clean. Such a funny scene, isn't it? And full of books it is.
Do you like reading books of pure literature? I do. I just can't do it every day and everywhere all the time. But it's my hobby for all my life. And I certainly read often. It's really fun, but serious too. It makes people think(!) and seperate what's good and what's not, what's holy and what's sinister etc.. It's like the law esentially. That's why I'm interested in law.
I was really suprised that day you said to me in the teachers' office:"... I'm just afraid that maybe you will be absent that examing day." Shocking. You know my type too well! Oh, my dear teacher. That's really smart and humorous to me! If I had a good mood that day, I would laugh and laugh and laugh in front of you that I definitely could be unable to help. Thanks for the concern, and oh no, I'm not that childish any more for some time. Tell you in this way: If I no longer studied some day, money would be my best concern for the living. And now, it's the education. So nothing's going to stop me studying in the perfectly right direction. Set your mind at rest.
I told you before:" If I had the desire to achieve something, I would do that and sucess." (I told you because you had showed me your friendship first. And I couldn't be dishonest, at least in that moment.) Do you think it's a bold saying? I don't see it in that light.(To tell you the truth, many people hate me just because of my decided manner without noting my politeness and justice.) In fact, it's true and it shows my pride of my attitude to everything. To myself, a very true person; my family, of whom do not understand me at all, in almost every case of my kind-hearted forks; my friends; and my enemies, who were always figured too strong by the funny imagination of the public and themselves, but truely weak in every possible way, and stupid. So a great girl like me, could seem very happly great, couldn't I?(Kidding.) Well, maybe I'm not super, but at least I feel ok. And Studying was what you warned me about in a friendly way. Thank you again. That's the way of a great teacher.
And maybe you've just heard of my unfortunate punishment as a Christmas present this week. Well, I and the teachers are still in the period of, CONVERSATION. (Though I can chat easily without concerning too much about the diction now, I do get sick on that hellish CONVERSATIONS. For Christs' sake.)I guess it could be a little boring to tell the subject. So I shut up here. And if you have any precious advise on how to get my 10 Points of Conduct back, you are welcome!

Finally, have a nice day!
and
Happy New Year! 2007!

sincerely
Liu Yi Ming
2006 12 29 Friday