get myself lost

these days , i usually feel boring , firstly the work i can not goes far .

secondly i can not get the one who can go with me for the long boring day.

maybe it is not a mood that a younger should have ,

but i really have the bad mood , can not escape from it .

may be i can become disappoint for what i do now , but how can i change it , i usually do not know . get myself lost,